july.

time nih,nadh sumpah bahagia gila. weeeeeeee.:D
sebab orang tgah bercinta la kan. semuanya indah belaka. ahaha. masa nih, memang dah lupa psal org lain, malam2 otp (on the phone) smpai 3-4 pg. sok masa blajar ngantuk. muka asyik cium meja je.  bulan 7 ada apa ea? x ingt sgt la, nothing significant kot. ohh yeah, aku dapat naik pentas masa hari anugerah *30th july, sbb pointer meletup. alhamdulillah, dpat juga la merasa naik stage. spatutnya, dapat jumpa hafiz for the first time, masa nih.sbb dia dapat straight a for pmr. tp, sayang sangatsangat. he can't make it. dia dah smpai kl from perak.masa kat kl, dia singgah HQ mara, and dapat tau dia kena pindah from pasir salak to pengkalan hulu. terus dia balik manjung balik. damn. sampai hati. :(  sedih je en mood nadh masa kat dewan tuh.

sambungan nya.

after dah habis cuti, kena lah balik maktab kan. 1st day kat maktab, masa prep malam tuh, ada seorang member laki ni, dia suruh text dia balik after prep. so, reply je la kan apa yg dia hntar. it turns out that ada member dia nih nak kenal dgn nadh. mamat nih ex terendak. f4 juga. dah pindah pasir salak masa dia f3, sbb ada buat kes. *biasa lah tuh, nadh kan selalu dgn org2 yg bermasalah. :p  okay, tgah text dgn member nadh nih, tetiba, ada no lain text. x kenal. tanya3, tu lah mamat yg nak kenal tuh. nadh pun single masa tuh, dgn tgah sakit hati pasal langkawi tuh. so, layan je ah this guy. nak tgok gmbar?

nih fb dia, lalala.

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1487551882873.69841.1656231210&type=3

hah, nih dia. handsome kan? i know, dia drop dead handsome. somehow, tough pula tuh, tinggi. he' s a ruggers, lagi la i suka. :)  kira dia nih macam perfect to me, sbb ada semua ciri2 yg nadh nak . after texting a few days, kitorang couple. x pernah jumpa pun. tp dgar je la cerita dari kawan2 kt terendak, sbb diorang kan kenal dia. yeah, dia nih hot stuff. orang dah tau diri tuh hot, msti ego  tinggi kan? nadh tau, dah la x pernah jumpa, jauh pula tuh. dia orang perak. ktorang couple, only for 2 months. knp? nanti nadh cerita. tp nadh memang sayang gila dgn dia nih. maybe ktorang akan jumpa in the future, who knows. amiiin..and just nak ckp, boo nadh sekarang, nadh x akan dapat sayang dia sama macam nadh sayang hafiz. nadh dah pernah ckp kat awak, kalau nadh dah anggap kawan, nadh x dapat nak anggap lebih dr tuh. and nadh bukan jenis yg suka main kan lelaki. kalau nadh ckp x nk, nadh x nk la. tapi boo dah tunggu lama sangat, and member semua bagi dorongan to accept you. diorang juga yg pilih tarikh untuk kita kan? sebab macam2 dah awak buat utk nadh. sorry boo, tp nadh x akan ckp benda nih kat awak, sbb awak terlalu baik kalau nadh nk buat sakit hati.  macam mana sekarang nih? dengan ada pula budak ec yg nadh kenal masa rugbi kat kgv tuh. hmmm.

june.

time nih, ada cuti 2 minggu kan? cuti cuti cuti je la. pergi jalan2 sikit. i went to langkawi. masa nih, ada lahh this guy, dia ckp dia suka nadh. that was on 30th april. so dah 3 bulan la, since dia ckp. i am the type of girl that, if u said u like me, then yeah, okay then. x payah nk ckp apa lahh kan.sbb it's a normal thing to like a person, and kalau x suka pun, who cares? macam kita kisah pula. so, kitorang hooked up lahh gitu. nothing special, but texting.every single day. dia x de declare apa2. x kan kita nk minta lebih pula kan. so i layan je lahh.masa kat langkawi tuh, dia ada text something, yang buat nadh rasa what the fuck?? *jujur sangat. buat nadh terasa juga lahh. nope. sangat2 terasa.kami. nih a piece of the texts la.

him   : kau berapa orang siblings?

nadh : 4, 3 boys and i'm the only girl. :)

him   : owhh, patutlahh.

nadh : patutlahh apa?

him   : patutlahh ganas. dibesarkan dalam suasana terrorist.

nadh : macam mana tuh? elaborate sikit.

him   : aku kan social. kau pun tau kan. *yeah, whatever.  so, 65% perempuan yg aku kenal akan guna 'i you'. nih yg jenis hot stuff gitu la. 20% lg guna 'saya awak' . yg nih golongan yg biasa2 je. the rest, guna 'aku kau'.     yg nih boleh peluk cium aku tanpa perasaan. so, moral of the story, aku x tau nk letak kau dekat mana satu. *aku harap kau paham.

yeah right? so aku group yg last tuh la? u make me feel like i'm a lesbo u know. ataupun jenis yg liar, yg boleh suka2 dgn random guys. dude. aku pun ada perasaan la. so, after that 'thing', nadh start jauhkan diri dari dia. dia text, nadh jarang reply or reply lambat. buat dia sakit hati. buat dia rasa awkward. nadh jd malas nk layan dia. TAPI, dr bulan 3, x pernah sekalipun dalam sebulan, dia x text nadh. mesti ada dia text. sampai sekarang, he is my special guy. :)   nak tau story lg? to be continue. ;)

catch up!

HEY Y'ALLS, i know i know its been a long time since i last updated my blog. :D
sorry morry la, this year is quite a busy year for me, yet still boombastic as always. i've gone through a lot of new things and i think i will start updating my blog again. lagipun, ada member2 tuh yg x de acc fb aite? susah la nk tau my progression isn't it? so, after thinking all the pros and cons, it won't be a problem if i  have a fresh new start. :)  

so, last post was published on june 9th. plus minus, 6 months la juga kan. lama tuh. banyak nak kena story nih.okay la, i'll try my best to keep you guys updated. i bagi yang highlighted je la. :D

adesss.

getting bored lorh.

is it wokeyh if i stop updating ??

nahhh, won't care ur cmment though.

but, no worries, i'll still following urs.

double wink. ;) (;

f.i.n